It is the day when I finally take a speaking test for the first time. From the last classes that I took, I might be likely to get to Level 6 because I don’t have experiences of taking this kind of test and I think I am not enough.
Nevertheless, I hope I would get to reach Level 7 of Toeic Speaking test. My cambly tutur said even Native speakers would not get Level 8 which is the highest level on the test. The other English tutet also supported me by saying that I could be able to get that level. Of course, they are just saying that to make me feel confident but I will take their words seriously and do my best for the test.
It has been almost one year since I enrolled in Cambly. I’ve watched videos of my conversations with tuters from almost one year ago. I felt hotness on my face when I watch these. How bad I was at speaking in English! Even I thought I was doing well at that time. So shame I am still not good enough yet.
When will I get to be fluent at speaking English? When do I get to have confidence enough to say I speak English very well?
Don’t beat yourself up. Don’t you dare to think you’d master a language.
Just go for it and do it as long as I am happy to learn English.
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