I felt bad about not practicing learning English...Not a productive day. (12/20)

Yesterday I couldn't do anything but browsing the internet because I felt sick through the day. But I had to go to the Hyundai department store to get a refund because I was not sure if I could read a single for the classes. I thought the department store opens at 11 or something. I could be waiting while strolling around the Thursday's quiet downtown street. But in the back of my mind that the cultural center might be opened for now. So, I called to see if the cultural center of the store would open thinking there would be people for the classes. I was totally right. They opened earlier than the Hyundai department store because of the early classes The store directed me to go to the back door for me to get to the center 'cause the store itself didn't open until 10 am. There were mostly mid aged women waiting for their class. As I saw that long line, I was also pleased to get a refund because I didn't want to have a class with the mid-aged women(Especially with the rich women who try to act elegantly) I was happy to get money now that I don't have a job. I have to tighten my budget!

On the way to the Starbucks where I was supposed to take down the dictation of a comedy, I was looking for hair shop to get my hair cut. Those shops looked like the place for women, though. I didn't have the courage to say to them like "Are you having a man's hair cut?"

I went to Starbucks to work out one of my English plan. There were already so many people on the seats that I usually sit down for my homework. Right after they left, I grabbed my coffee bottle and sit it on the table indirectly claiming "This is my seat!" It was not that good to have the seat, though. I felt sick and couldn't be ready for the dictation. I just visited my online cafe and my blogs and on and on wasting time. And instead of doing that, I decided to do a translation of a comedy, thinking it might be helpful like taking down the dictation. It took almost one hour to translate 4 minutes and 45 seconds scenes before I had a reservation with a webcam class. It was hard not to be self-conscious around people in the cafe when I had an online class with a native speaker. Whenever I have a off-line class with a native teacher, I don't usually care that much about other people around us but this webcam class was a little bit uncomfortable because I looked like I talked to myself from the other people's view. Anyhow the class was over and I decided to go to the hair center where I usually go.

There were also many people waiting. I had to wait for about 30 minutes but I felt good because turned out much more handsome (I think) after the hair cut. I was so confident that I decided to go to another Starbucks to expose my good looking face. I didn't do anything but just browsing the internet again at the Starbucks where I had to eat something to feel myself up. I was a little bit feeling good for like an hour while sitting and having Toffee nut latte with a chicken cheese sandwich. However, the feeling didn't continue that long.

I felt tired and sick again since my brother was about to complain about having to wash the dishes. He always complains that he has to do that because I don't usually eat anything at home except for the weekend, so he has to do that during the week days. This time, I didn't want to hear his another grumbling 'cause I didn't want to add another angry vibe into my already sick feelings. I just blurted out to him "I don't want to hear your sigh every time you do the dishes." I realized I made a mistake. I shouldn't have talked like that because my brother just closed the door and said "I will sleep." meaning I'm feeling bad now. After doing the dishes, my feeling didn't still feel good. I just sit in front of my laptop and tried to redesign my recently created blog. There were bunch of blog posts explaining about changing fonts. I picked up one font that is still looking cute to me while doubting that it is good for readers, though. Anyhow, the blog is not popular and doesn't seem to have attractive contents. So I will go with this font until I have a single complain about my blog's font.

After redesigning my font, I didn't have any energy to do the English shadowing and then decided to the bed with a sleeping pill. For the first five or ten minutes, I didn't feel sleepy. I blamed it on the fact that I usually go to my bed after 3 a.m. But suddenly I fell a sleep and woke up at around 8 a.m. which I set the night before because I had told my friend that I would meet him on Friday.

After all, this Thursday was not a productive day and a pleasant day for me. I didn't do anything meaningful and did just make things worse by having my brother feel bad and I still felt guilty about not doing the shadowing. I didn't even write a diary!!!

Now Finally I arrived at this 24 hour open cafe where I could write a review of my 2 days. I don't want this post too long so I will make Friday's life on another post.